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Tuesday, Sept. 07, 2004 - 10:43 p.m. i've been wishing, hoping really, that "one day, everything will get better, one day everything would be okay.." well, it doesn't get any better. not at all. i'm still a little heifer, i'm still alone, i still whine all the time, i still suck at everything, i still, i still, i still...when will everything change? how long do i have to keep waiting? and i've tried "changing". i have a gym membership, it's just going there that's the problem. i've tried changing my attitude, just anything, and nothing works. i just want to kill myself. i just don't know how to do it without any more pain... � � |